WHEN I LET YOU GO

I shall be mine once again, an unconquered terrain of crystalline epiphany, a raging fire in the frozen depth of a barren symphony. From your captivity of malignant autocracy, I shall clamber upon my unbridled beast until I learn to ride like the Goddess that I am supposed to be, all the way up to my indisputable sovereignty. Neither shall I yearn to be your enemy, nor shall I pray for your love, only eternity shall testify how we transformed into a chimera of mere strangers bound by a singular memory.

The drought that my eyes have borne, cold and lifeless around you, shall regain the mastery of an ebbing river of incarcerated sorrows, a healing catharsis of nature pure and true. Robbed of my wisdom to love thyself, a bonded slave you christened to beatify your hell, soon shall I foster the courage to walk again, a brutal avalanche with no restraints. My heart would trace its forgotten lineage, moment by moment, back to its rightful possessor, a heroic demeanour, the proudest moment of my fragile age.  

Stripped bare, compelled to bear, agnostic virtues of your wicked soul, ceaseless nights spent to satiate your ravenous mind, your fallacious essence of whole. Deceptions I would fabricate at the break of every dawn; thou shall change, thou shall care, thou shall honour my dignity -every last morsel of hope gone astray, draped in embroidered indignity. You sheathed yourself in shades of myraid mystery, a blue eyed wonder one day, a purifying wraith the other, wanderlust glee embossed in dark history. 

A galaxy of star studded dreams, an oblivion of endless possibilities, I shall eventually turn into a figment of the impossible reality – exuberant wings soaring wild and free. Ponderings of a grievously wounded faith, retrieved beliefs exhumed from clandestinely treasured days, I shall walk straight to my awaited altar, it may be my emblazoned glory or towards my impending doom shall I falter. Come what may, sunshine or hail, this is my promise, an oath abstracted in an hour of momentous crisis, and to me I must not fail.  

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